Falling with music

I fall in love with music...with a chord change that melts my guts, and before I know it I found him. So many songs shared, sing, dreamed. Listening to it over and over again, played it and played it and played it, and it made me dreamy, and I needed someone to dream about, and I found him, and...well, there was trouble.

Filling myself with his smell, with his touch, with the softness of his lips, his skin and the kisses...oh, the kisses. The sense of melting into each other in one chord, one song, one kiss. Falling with the lyrics he wrote all over me, with his glassy truthful look, shy and fierce... and then the music started again.

Weekend review

Jueves: Down, down...nada que unas Voll Damm y el güey no pudieran solucionar.

Viernes: Un poco resacosa, cansada, mucho trabajo y cero ganas de trabajar, sueño...
2 Horas de espera en la policía para poner una pinche denuncia y el policía intentando ligar conmigo (al menos estaba guapo, jeje!)... 5 p.m. y yo sin comer, sigo cansada pero me voy a buscarle un vestido a mi mamá, después de un par de horas, desistí. Reflexión: No sirvo para maratones de shopping.

Llego a casa, como algo pero no me gusta, descanso un poco y me preparo para irme al concierto de Mahoney. Concierto, rock, adenalina...el tan esperado reencuentro, nervios, tristeza, emoción... sentimientos encontrados, muy intensos y la despedida...PLOP!!

Sábado: Otro poco resacosa, cansada, comida con amigos del fulanito, y luego paseo por el centro de la ciudad... sol, bares, sueño y a la cama.

Domingo: Cansada (para variar), locha, pelis, pizza, cerveza y update de Lost!!

Resultado: Un diente roto, una teta quemada (todavía no entiendo como se logra sin quitarse ni una prenda!ja!), cansacio, nostalgia de arrunchis...y una maqueta por escuchar.

Audicionando

En la búsqueda nuevamente de grupo para retomar mi pasión por el canto, me he encontrado con un fenómeno que me está haciendo replantearme la forma de venderme. Es clásico que en los anuncios que se ponen para buscar músicos o grupos, se deje claro el estilo musical y las influencias que cada uno tiene. Pero OJO! que esto no quiere decir que si (en mi caso) una de mis influencias es Janis Joplin, necesariamente tenga que cantar como ella. Así que estoy por mandar a la mismísima porra a todos los músicos y wannabe-músicos que me lo sigan preguntando para una audición.

Estoy replanteéndome editar mi anuncio a algo así:

"Cantante femenina de rock busca grupo. Influencias: Janis Joplin, SRV, Led Zeppelin, entre otros. Aclaración: Ni tengo la voz rota como Janis Joplin, ni toco la guitarra como SRV, ni canto como Robert Plant. Gracias!"

Mrs. Busybody?? (Cuando lo dicen cantando)

Never asked for a man on the side, neither for being a girl on the side too. Don't want you to need to be pencil in when I can, despite sometimes it seems I do have to take a number. We both know that the worst part about it, is to know either of us will be free whenever the other wanted, if the other wanted.

I already made up my mind, expecting you to do so, I don't want to swallow my pride or live as the girl on the side. I used to think you were one of the many, now I think you are one of the few. You don't need to stand back and wait for me, I don't plan to do so either, regardless of seem to be walking in that direction.

To fell in love with the dream you built of me, playing the part of the 'queen', taking your own advice and then giving up, was never part of the plan. Don't wish me luck with the 'king', as probably I'm playing the part of the 'king' instead, and will ending up repeating your exact same words in the future, hoping there will be no other 'queen'.

I still want you by my side, not on the side. Don't give up!

Say

Take out of your wasted honor
Every little best frustration
Take out all your so called problems
Better put them in quotations
Say what you need to say

Walkin' like a one man army
Fightin' with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you’d be better off instead
If you could only
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for getting older
You better know that in the end its better to say to much
Than to never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open
Why?
Say what you need to say

Finding...and searching

We always have a choice
Or at least I think we do
We can always use our voice
I thought this to be true

We can live in fear
Extend our selves to love
We can fall below
Or lift our selves above

I always try so hard
To share my self around
But now I'm closing up again
Drilling through the ground

I'd love to give my self away
But I find it hard to trust
I've got no map to find my way
Amongst these clouds of dust

Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
But it's not always that clear

Feeling lonely

Yes indeed, I'm alone again
And here comes emptiness crashing in
It's either love or hate,
I can't find in between,
'cause I've been with sorcerers
and I have been with a king.

It wouldn't have worked out anyway
So for now it's just another lonely day
Further along we just may
But for now it's just another lonely day.

Wish there was something
I could say or do,
I can resist anything
but temptation from you.
But I'd rather walk alone,
than chase you around.
I'd rather fall myself than let you, drag me on down.

Yesterday seems like a life ago,
'cause the one I love today, I hardly know,
You I held so close in my heart oh dear,
Grow further from me with every fallen tear.

It wouldn't have worked out anyway
So for now it's just another lonely day, hey.
Further along we just may.
But for now it's just another lonely day.

Thanks Mr. Harper!!

Lo vuelvo a decir cantando

Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace

I’ll stop the world and melt with you
You’ve seen the difference and it’s getting better all the time
There’s nothing you and I won’t do

(you should know better)
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
(you should see why)
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
(you should know better)
I made a pilgrimage to save this humans race
(you should see why)
What I’m comprehending a race that long gone bye

The future’s open wide

I’ll stop the world and melt with you
I’ve seen some changes but it’s getting better all the time
there’s nothing you and I won’t do


I’ll stop the world and melt with you (let’s stop the world)

Rock Star Wars: Episodio IV

...NO SE PIERDA PROXIMAMENTE Rock Star Wars: Episodio V -El trading contraataca-

Top 10: Mejores conciertos

A los que he ido, claro está...en el siglo XXI!

1. Pearl Jam
2. Rolling Stones (debería estar de primero por el montaje y demás, pero es que Eddie Vedder es inigualable)
3. Lenny Kravitz - Pink
4. The White Stripes
5. Incubus
6. Jamiroquai
7. Black Eyed Peas
8. Alanis Morrisette
9. Corinne Bailey Rae
10. Kinky

Music

Music is an instrument of God,
and if this instrument is used wisely,
it can change your soul...

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I'm also afraid, that you stop being my angel,my endless love, my prettiest day, my favorite song...I don't know if I rather have you only in my dreams and to know you are my dreams...imagine you smile at me and feeling you in the distance, than make real this nightmare that makes me face the death and wakes me up breathless, and stop believing in angels.

Lo digo cantando

I'm not alone, I wish I was
'Cause then I'd know I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
I don't know what it is

When Autumn comes, it doesn't ask
It just walks in where it left you last
You never know when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass
around your summer house

Friends - check
Money - check
Well-slept - check
Opposite sex - check
Guitar - check
Microphone - check
Messages waiting on me when I come home - check

How come everything I think I need
Always comes with batteries?
What do you think it means?
How come everything I think I need...